MY HEART HURTS

dear lord please save me from myself.

D:

I AM NOT GOING TO CRY

i cry when i'm sad, when i'm disapointed. when i feel lousy about myself.
but sometimes i dun cause it's just so embarrassing.

crying out loud. crying out my pain/;
i want to cry now.

i feel like such a failure. i totally cannot take disappointment. FAILURE.
i am such a failure. i wanna go school and stone tomorrow.
the english speech was terrible.
and it sucks more cause i wanted it so bad. so bad.

i tot i was only good at THAT.
ohwells guess i tot wrong. somebody give me a hug. i feel so cold.

OHWELLS.

somebody just keel me now. D;